I have trouble letting go of relationships. Once I am in, I am in, and I never seem to find it in me to give up and let go. Until he is urinating on all of my clothes and pouring maji ya madondo on them. Or literally asking me to kill myself. This ‘weakness’ of mine has led me down a path of frogs, toads and outright douchebags, most of who I get nauseated just thinking about.